Update of Sorts

So it's time to update you on my going ons (cuz this is my blog & I can be self centered & absorbed if I wanna be);
I bought a truck a week ago, waiting for my next paycheck to tag & insure that bad boy. Coincidently, I'll be getting the bike titled at the same time, still has a pawl spring that needs to be fixed before it's road ready though.
I start school September 7th! Going for my Bachelor in Business. Super stoked about that. Finally putting my life in the direction I always dreamed I could go but never could find the road until now.
I have some new ink lined up, hopefully be getting that started in the next week or so.
Be on the lookout for my photography site to spring up in the next month or so. I've had alot of interest shown in my work recently & I think it's about time I make an online portfolio to show off what I've got so far. That being said, I may venture into live model work, if anyone is interested, hold that thought until I'm ready.
I'm trying to think of anything else, but that's about it. Hope all of you are doing great & again thank you so much for taking time out to read my ramblings. Means the world to me.
Until next time....

Think about it

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Forgiveness pt. 2

So I last left you with a question about forgiveness & how hard it is to do under circumstances that were unbecoming on both sides.
Honestly, it's still taking time to work out, but we did manage to have a civil discussion & in the end, both of us decided it was better to work things out then to let something that, let's face it, is petty in the long run, ruin what was once a brothership (brothership you ask, that's not a word is it? It is now bitches! Doesn't feel like a brotherhood, closer really, and friendship just isn't strong enough. So, brothership. There you go, a new word & definition brought to you by the fat one. Enjoy). We both agree, we can't go back to how it was & we know it'll take time & effort to get the trust back, but who knows, in the end it could possibly be greater then it ever was.
I can't speak for him (guess he needs to start a blog huh?) But I myself am looking forward to seeing where this thing ends up.
So let me challenge you, is there a torn relationship over trivial, petty differences in your life? Do you miss that person? Do you sometimes look at their picture or see them on your social networking site but you just can't bring yourself to make that first step? Don't let this ruin what could be your own beautiful brother/sistership. Sometimes, it takes the bigger man/woman to make that first step. Who knows, maybe they have been feeling the same about you.
Think about it.

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Forgiveness

How does one forgive someone who was as close as family until the day they stabbed you in the back, twisting & breaking the handle in the process?
This is the dilemma I'm currently faced with.
I'm not sure exactly how to proceed from here, as my usual method is to bash skulls together and keep on walking, letting the devil count the bodies. But I find myself not wanting this to happen now.
Emotions are running rampid through my head as I try to fit the pieces of this puzzle together.
On the one hand I want to kill whatever chance of reconciliation is left so this will never be an issue again. On the other I don't want to live with the weight of never knowing if things could have worked out for the rest of my life.
So what do I do?
Honestly, I have no idea. I've turned the other cheek until my rear looks like eternal road rash has set in.
I have been lied to and about, used, manipulated and deceived, all by the same person.
But people change, right? They grow up, the grow wiser, the learn remorse, and they ask for forgivenes.s. Or is this just a fairytale that, for some unbeknown reason, I suddenly believe in?
Maybe I'm going to be the biggest dumbass in history but I am going to try, one last time, to forgive and being the mending process that will blossom into an even stronger and closer friendship then ever before.
Or I could just be making a terrible decision because of the alcohol I have consumed tonight.
Either way, I'll be sure to let you know what happens, After all, this is my blog, it's what I do.

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Finally!

Finally!
After getting my new phone (Droid X2) I had the same problem logging back into blogspot on the mobile app. But being the stubborn guy I am I kept hacking away at it until I could remember the right email/password combo (again. I should really write these things down, or maybe eliminate some emails. But I digress) I'm finally back to pecking order.
I would love to tell you what's in store for my blog, tell you that many interesting stories, reviews, theories & points of view are coming up soon! In reality, I don't know what's in store from one day to the next.
I can, however, tell you that I will continue to give you all of those & more as I see as they come along.
One of the awesome things I love about this app is my ability to let you know on several platforms when I have updated & chances are you follow along with me on at least one of them. So as I update I will be sure to let you know.
I want to thank you for taking time out of your busy day to read & comment on my ramblings. You guys are awesome!
Many thanks, Fattie.
P.s.
If you have a topic, subject or specific thing you'd like to hear my opinion on please do not hesitate to let me know. Always looking for something to talk about.

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